Two Phrases

This body by me is not mine.
Detached from myself,
Surreal environments close in.
I can see a hand.
A complex structure before me,
seeming so foreign,
Amazing, but,
Like I see every other part of myself,
Not as being beautiful
And wonderfully made
But something other people
Glance over.
Like something left by the road.
There are two phrases
You could change my mind
With "You are beautiful",
"I love you".
You have used them before,
But it's been such a long time
I've forgotten
If it was true.
If it is true,
Tell me again.